Have you ever felt like everything you worked so hard for
just up and decided to pack their bags and leave you
to fend for yourself? yea well that day was definately
that day for me...blah.
I guess its time to put my big girl pants on and grow up,
I dont mind but its kinda scary thinking of it
and coming to a realization that its probably time to take
that first little step to achieve that.
I know it will be awhile till I can actually consider myself
an adult...or atleast in my head,
but I know that day will come.
Anyways less depressing subject
I cut my hair the other day by myself
I dont think it looks bad so kudos to me!
I needed a new look.
I guess you can say I was
channeling my inner Beyonce haha
My little brother leaves to Austin tomorrow for
cheerleading camp at like 4 in the morning...sucks for him :)
Nah I will miss him,
believe it or not he was my first best friend
and still is usually you fight with your siblings
but I cant remember me and him ever fighting.
I mean of course we had our little tiffs...
like when he punched me in the stomache
so hard he knocked the wind out of me and
he got scared and thought I was dying haha
or the one time we were at my grandma's for
the summer and he said I couldnt slap him hard
enough to make him cry and of course I proved
him wrong hehe. Other than that we have always
stuck together because my dad died of
pancreatic cancer when I was 5 and he was only 1
maybe not even that yet, but he was all I had
for awhile we had my mom too of course...
depressing again I know haha my life story I guess.
I am absolutely in love with this song
ever since I heard it on the radio.
I love the lead singers raspy voice
I think it gives the song more emotion...
I wish I had a cool raspy singing voice :(